ok.. i dumped tyler cuz i found out he wuz on "POT" so, then i went out wit dis kid marty a day later, then he broke up wit me because i wuz a bitch to his friend. so then a week later this kid david asks me out so i say yes, and then he dumped me that night cuz he didn't want his poroll officers stalking me.
so now this friend of mine,(Paris) asks me out about 2 weeks later and i said yes... (of corse)
so now i've been going out wit paris 4 about 2 months now... sooo.... yahhh....

I've been dating tyler for about a month now. He comes over once in a while and we make out in the cemetery. My mom knows what we're doing. She just doesn't care...

about a month ago i wuz dating this guy named Jason, and i dumped him. he didn't seem very upset, and i asked him bk out about 2 days later. he said no, i asked him y. he didn't answer... i asked him if he hated me, he said no, then he said "i don't hate u but i don't wanna date u, i just wanna be ur friend" that... tore me, apart... and then i went to this dance, and he wuz there too... and i wuz dancing as sexy as i could 4 him, me and all my homies were jump'in up and down, dance'in as sexy as we could. me and my friends were in a formation of a circle. and then Jason and his friend matt come over and start to jump up and down w/ us. they were shaking their heads and shit, and they looked like retards ya know. so this kid keegan comes over, and i start to grind him. then jason get jelous (wat i wuz expecting) so then i ask keegan out, keegan says yes. and jason is as pised as ever. so i dump keegan and then ask out jason, 4 some reson jason says no. and wat made me really upset wuz in turned onto a slow song and i saw kevin and emily slow danceing in the corner and i start to crying my eyes out. and guess wat, jason didn't even care...

so... NOW i'm dating this guy Justin, he's cute, but not as HOT and SEXY as Jason! wat REALLY turned me on wuz that jason wuz wearing a tuz today for somethin, and he looked SOOO SEXY!! what should i do?

About Jason- don't know if he likes me any more. plays the baritone. he's in the marching band. he does yoga. he's super hot and super sexy. shy. doesn't talk. funny. sweet. parents don't like me. never calls. weird. says i'm sorry alot (gets anoying). and super active. screams like a girl.

About Justin- sweet. nice. cute. dumb ass friends. nerd. not afraid to kiss me. give great hugs. cares about me. doesn't have a phone.

theres this guy in my school thats really hot and his name is keegan... everyone knows i'm crushing on him now (becuz of one of my friends).
i found out my friend morgan smokes, and my friend maria drinks...
where the hell is MY life going....

you may have heard that this kid commited suicide may 5th 2009 about
2 days ago... that was in my school. i was SOOO scared! we had to evacuate the school and walk all the way down to middle school! and i had to wait there for about 3 hours! and there were little midgets runin' around! it was crazy! the dude who killed himself held a gun up to his head and shot himself(so i think that was were he shot himself) for about 2 hours i didn't know what the hell was goin' on! i was on the other side of the high school! and they searched EVERYONE's locor! they took my soda too! when i found out that he had bombs,drugs and guns in his locor i literaly FREAKED! i was so scared, i thought -what if he blew up the whole damn school- i almost had a fucking angsiety attack