once again i want to fall into a dark sleep away from everyone... i've dated guys to the point, nobody likes me anymore. so now i feel as if i'm the ugliest girl in the world cuz no one want to date me... and i'v eonly been single for a week...

plz coment on this to tell me how bad of a birlfriend i am! please do it! i'll appreciate very much cuz i need to get it through my head that cheating is wrong!!!

Heres The Story: Today me and Paris BROKE UP, but we broke up a few weeks ago too, when i cheated on him with his best friend. i told Storme (dude i cheated on paris with) not to tell anybody about it (duh). and he goes and tells the worst person he could tell, my Ex-Boyfriend, Ian.... and ofcorse Ian tells everyone and thank god Paris wasn't there that day, but the next day he still found out, and i was afraid that after he found out about it, he'd dump me, so i broke up w/ him first... but that was like 2 weeks ago... that same day the Joe kid asks me out, and he seems kinda nice so i say yes and i dated him for about a week. and i broke up with him cuz Paris wanted me back (i don't know why) and i said yes (have you ever heard the song "listen to your heart" yeah the situation kinda ended up like that) so then we dated for about another month and then out of NOWHERE, he TRIES to dump me in CHURCH!!!! and i said HELL NO!!! and he changed him mind about it too so we didn't break up but then the next day he doesn't even treat me like his girlfriedn, he didn't even give me one damn kiss. so the next day i broke up with him....

I Sill Do Deeply Love Him, and I Don't Even Know Why... Theres Just Somethan About That Guy That Makes Me Fall Head Over Heals For Him...

I Think... I Would Literally Sacrafice My Life For Him...

ok.. i dumped tyler cuz i found out he wuz on "POT" so, then i went out wit dis kid marty a day later, then he broke up wit me because i wuz a bitch to his friend. so then a week later this kid david asks me out so i say yes, and then he dumped me that night cuz he didn't want his poroll officers stalking me.
so now this friend of mine,(Paris) asks me out about 2 weeks later and i said yes... (of corse)
so now i've been going out wit paris 4 about 2 months now... sooo.... yahhh....

I've been dating tyler for about a month now. He comes over once in a while and we make out in the cemetery. My mom knows what we're doing. She just doesn't care...

about a month ago i wuz dating this guy named Jason, and i dumped him. he didn't seem very upset, and i asked him bk out about 2 days later. he said no, i asked him y. he didn't answer... i asked him if he hated me, he said no, then he said "i don't hate u but i don't wanna date u, i just wanna be ur friend" that... tore me, apart... and then i went to this dance, and he wuz there too... and i wuz dancing as sexy as i could 4 him, me and all my homies were jump'in up and down, dance'in as sexy as we could. me and my friends were in a formation of a circle. and then Jason and his friend matt come over and start to jump up and down w/ us. they were shaking their heads and shit, and they looked like retards ya know. so this kid keegan comes over, and i start to grind him. then jason get jelous (wat i wuz expecting) so then i ask keegan out, keegan says yes. and jason is as pised as ever. so i dump keegan and then ask out jason, 4 some reson jason says no. and wat made me really upset wuz in turned onto a slow song and i saw kevin and emily slow danceing in the corner and i start to crying my eyes out. and guess wat, jason didn't even care...

so... NOW i'm dating this guy Justin, he's cute, but not as HOT and SEXY as Jason! wat REALLY turned me on wuz that jason wuz wearing a tuz today for somethin, and he looked SOOO SEXY!! what should i do?

About Jason- don't know if he likes me any more. plays the baritone. he's in the marching band. he does yoga. he's super hot and super sexy. shy. doesn't talk. funny. sweet. parents don't like me. never calls. weird. says i'm sorry alot (gets anoying). and super active. screams like a girl.

About Justin- sweet. nice. cute. dumb ass friends. nerd. not afraid to kiss me. give great hugs. cares about me. doesn't have a phone.